Sometimes, I feel like doing.. doing from the core of my heart, doing with absolute indulgence, doing being creative & vivid. But sometimes, I feel like undoing, just shrugging off all my work, duties, responsibilities, letting my hair down, taking a lounge and just doing nothing. Sometimes, I feel like learning & doing it with my heart’s content, buying books, getting some books off the shelves to sharpen my craft little more, little better, to satisfy my knowledge hunger pangs & give my creative mind a big pat.
But sometimes, I feel like unlearning it all, the beliefs, the values, the thoughts which are instilled in me from ages, to have a mind that defines a blank slate that allows not to get stuck in beliefs, prejudices, judgements to see who’s right & who’s wrong but I will simply be me & have childlike innocence & knack to have fun.
Sometimes, I just feel like thinking, thinking the impossible, the unimaginable, the unbelievable and to think out of the box, to unleash the incredible, to show my skills & performance to create something magical for everyone to witness.
But sometimes, I feel like unthinking, why to think even ??
Can’t I just be here at this moment, experiencing it, living it & breathing it out. Let me just be in the sinking, melting, lighter zone & let the world do the thinking part, be it engaged in forums, meetings, presentations, discussions & talk sessions.
Sometimes, we must allow ourselves complete indulgence & engagements only with ourselves.
Sometimes, we must create that connection with our soul, sometimes we must thank our stars for being the persons we are.
Sometimes, we must sing, dance, jump, hop, shout-out-loud being carefree & careless all at one go to live our complete being without getting stuck with the thought, “what others will think?” Hey, It’s your life, your choices, your experiences, your journey & your stories to tell.
Those who applaud it, love it, admire it, support it, are very much welcome and those who blame it, claim it to be off-the-mark, protest it, object it & create a fuss, we must abandon them ignoring their hues and cries, we must sometimes clean the garbage, throw the trash & clear the mess out of our life, we must stay out of drama to live a life of grace not outrage or disgrace, to live a life of charm not any harm.
To live a life off-the-mask but never off-the-track.
To live a life of simplicity & not of boring, drab or sedentary.
To live a life of complete bliss to get a taste of soul curry.
So, here, we would get a little taste of our soul.
A real Soul Swachh Abhiyaan, you see !!!